The First Time

by Celievamp

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Summary: Her relationship with Janet had been a series of Firsts

Her relationship with Janet had been a series of Firsts

The first time…

she kissed another woman

she told someone she loved them and meant it with all her heart

she really broke regulations

she fantasized about someone else at work

she had a reason not to work, someone to come home to

someone loved her without reservation, without an agenda or any desire to change her from who she essentially was

she wished she was a better person because that was what her lover deserved

and when it was over, irrevocably over, the first time she broke her heart.