A Letter From Daniel 5

by Kez

URL: http://www.area52hkh.net/ask/kez/letter05.php
Summary: The Confrontation - things come to the head for the boys

The chamber was dark and a chill surrounded the air, but it was comfortable, a large bed in the centre, fluffed pillows raised high around the room.

"Jack...I..." Daniel started but never got to finish, "Shut up." Jack snapped out, "You fucking coward! You go and fucking tell me you love me and then piss of half why across the fucking galaxy?!? I thought you were braver than that Daniel." Jack stopped his rant but not for long, this all had to come out now, they had to get rid of all the shit between them or they'd never be able to move things forward.

"First you nearly get yourself killed on some alien world, and if it hadn't been for the Tok'ra then it would have been a lot more than nearly. You leave me some damn letter spilling your feelings out because you didn't have the damn guts to tell me to my face. Oh and then when your suddenly back from the dead you only hang around long enough to write another god damn stupid letter telling me you love me which I already knew from the first one and that your leaving me."

Jack stopped there his voice had risen as he yelled on but now that he stopped to look he saw Daniel half sitting half lying trembling and crying on the floor, blue eyes blood shot, face covered in tear tracks. He almost lost his nerve then and left, the last thing he ever wanted to do was cause Daniel pain, but it was done now, and it was time to put everything back together.

Jack walked to where Daniel was, letting himself fall beside him, ignoring the protests from his knees. Reaching out with both arms he dragged Daniel up to face him, "You were right about almost everything Daniel except on thing, I wasn't angry at you because you love me, I was angry at you because you left me." Jack said his own eyes filling with tears.

"I...what...I don't..." Daniel sniffled as he spoke, but his voice was so raw from crying the words could barely be heard, Jack still heard them though. "Your my best friend Daniel, and that will never change, but everything else has to, I won't let you hide from me Daniel, not now, not ever, your coming home with me and I'm not taking no for an answer." Jack told him, the hint of and order in his voice.

Daniel shook his head, "You can't order me Jack I won't go back there I can't, there's nothing there for me anymore." he said wiping his eyes uselessly because tears where still falling. "Wrong Daniel, there is, if you want there to be." Jack told him smiling slightly in a why that was purely Jack O'Neill.

"I...Jack what are you saying?" Daniel asked confusion and hope in his eyes, "I'm saying... I'm fed up of saying, no more words, written or other wise." Jack said decisively as he pulled Daniel to him easily because of the younger mans shock, his lips covering those beneath him before they had a chance to pull away.

Daniel froze, he couldn't breath, this had to be a dream, but oh god those lips felt so soft, so much more real than any dream he'd ever had. Slowly he let himself move, his lips pressing more firmly against Jack's, oh god if this is a dream don't ever let me wake up he though.

Jack let his tongue slip out and run across Daniel's bottom lip seeking entrance, at first refused, but then quickly granted. He swept in and took his first taste of the wonderful man who lay half beneath him in the surrounding pillows they found themselves laying on. Pulling back Jack sucked Daniel's tongue into his own mouth suckling gently and nipping at it with his teeth.

Both pulled back frantically dragging in air faster than their lung capacity allowed. "Oh God Daniel." Jack said, closer to panting that actually speaking but neither seemed to care. "Jack...why...I don't understand, you were so angry and then...why?" Daniel asked again.

Jack smiled, "I was angry cause you left Daniel, I could never be angry at you for loving me, never, besides it would be a bit hypocritical, cause I love you too and so if I was angry for...." Jack was cut of when Daniel's fist suddenly connected with his jaw.

Jack winced as he sat up again after being half flung across the room with the force of the blow. "You bastard, you made me fucking think you hated me and then you turn round and say you love me and expect me to just come back to earth because you say so, you fucking bastard." Daniel yelled, tears filling his eyes again as he screamed.

Jack listened moving until Daniel had stopped and then standing up he grabbed the younger man throwing him onto the bed in the centre of the room and lying down half on top of him to stop him getting away.

"Daniel, I screwed up a lot I know, hell we both did, me more so but we both are responsible, and fine you don't want to go back to earth, we stay here. Although I might wanna go back every now and then for fishing cause this place ain't exactly great for that, but I can do without fishing and hockey and every other damn thing on that planet, but I can't do without you. I won't. Not again" Jack spoke calmly, but the love shone through his eyes like beacons in a storm.

"Where ever you are is home to me Daniel, I can't live without you. Fon't you know that, that's why..." he didn't say anything but pointed to the scar running across his left temple.

Daniel shuddered, it was real, and true and oh God he had everything he ever wanted and had no clue what to do next. But apparently his body decided for him because before he knew what he was doing he leaned in and peppered kisses along the still bright scar.

"Jack." the word was whispered as though Daniel was afraid of breaking the spell that seemed to have taken over. "No Daniel, I don't wanna talk anymore, the only thing talking has done is help us make more mistakes. I don't wanna make anymore mistakes. I don't wanna lose you." Jack said pulling back and looking into Daniel's eyes.

Before either really had time to think they were kissing, not the desperate kind that comes from a damn breaking inside, but passionately and softly, learning each contour of the others mouth through the touch of tongue alone. Neither noticed when clothes were suddenly gone leaving the delightful feeling of skin against skin.

Daniel some how ended up on top, and Jack was for once happy to let him take the lead. Trailing kisses over his face and neck, Daniel was determined to taste every inch of Jack's skin.

Jack was more than content to let him, moaning intermittently when Daniel hit a particularly sensitive spot. "Ohhhhhhh" Jack bucked of the bed as Daniel closed his lips around one hardened nipple.

Daniel suckled harder, before changing to the other and just through that alone brought Jack to the brink, "Ohh Danny please, please, oh God please Danny please!" Jack begged. Daniel moved back up to his lips, "Please what Jack?" he breathed against them.

Jack growled deep in his chest, "Damn it Daniel! Please just do something, anything!" he begged whimpering as Daniel's fingers continued to tease his over sensitive nipples. "Tell me what you want Jack." Daniel said, he thought he knew but he needed to hear it.

"Please Daniel Please. I want your mouth around me, I want you inside me, I want it all Danny. Just please don't leave me like this." Jack said his eyes filling with tears of frustration and need.

Daniel lent down and kissed the tears away, moving quickly down his lovers body this time not stopping for more than a few seconds in any given place, and without giving Jack time to anticipate it he took the whole heated length of Jacks hard cock into his mouth, swallowing the angry red shaft in as far as it would go, so that his nose brushed against the wirey hair at the base.

Daniel had to use all his strength to stop Jack choking him when his hips flew of the bed, but he managed it, just. Jack could barely form words any more and mostly the sounds he made were just moans but the occasional Danny, and love you could be heard as well as a yell of Daniel as he came shooting load after load of hot cum into Daniel's mouth to be swallowed greedily.

Daniel released the soften member resting his head lightly against Jacks thigh before moving to find the pack Jack had brought in with him. Searching he found what he was looking for, sun block, just the thing he needed.

He moved back to the bed to find Jack staring at him, "We don't have to Jack." he said reading the apprehension in the older mans eyes, it would appear Daniel's ability to read him like a book had returned. "I want to Daniel, just kinda new at this is all." Jack said and he did want it, more than anything, he wanted to make love to this man properly.

Daniel smiled, "I love you Jack." he said kissing him, this was so easy, so natural, he could scarcely believe that an hour ago this man had not been his lover. "I know, I love you too." Jack said pulling back slightly from the kiss, "Make love to me Daniel." he said eyes sparkling and Daniel knew he really wanted it.

Grabbing pillows from the head of the bed he told Jack to role over, but Jack was having none of it "Wanna be able to see you." Jack told him so Daniel arranged him in his back instead.

He moved slowly kissing Jack as he slid a finger past the ring of muscle but Jack was relaxed and it was easily done. Another finger and another were added and before long Jack was pushing back against him, begging Daniel to fill him.

Daniel wanted it to last, they both did, but he had waited so long and now he wanted it so badly. Holding himself tightly so as not to rush in and hurt Jack, he pushed forward carefully and as slowly as he could glad to see Jack showed little sign of discomfort.

Daniel found himself fully embedded in Jack, and dammed if it wasn't the most amazing thing he'd ever felt. "Oh Jack...so good!" he ground out between clenched teeth as he moved slowly in and out, grinding against Jacks sweet spot as he did so.

It didn't take long, both knew it wouldn't, and both yelled out loudly in there completion, screaming the others name loud enough to be heard by anyone within the general proximity, probably including the guards by the gate, wouldn't it just be amusing if they came crashing in here now with weapons pointed at them.

Moving until they were both lying comfortably still in each others arms, the let their eyes drift closed, just before he went to sleep Jack heard Daniel whisper, "I'll come home with you Jack." and they both fell asleep.

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