Need

by Kez

URL: http://www.area52hkh.net/ask/kez/need.php
Summary: Rodney nearly got himself killed... again. John's upset

Sheppard collapsed onto his bunk, closing his eyes as he sighed deeply, sinking into the blankets.

"You look terrible," McKay announced.

"Fuck you," Sheppard said, not bothering to open his eyes.

"I already have," McKay said.

Sheppard grumbled, forcing himself to sit up, turning to face the scientist. "What do you want McKay?"

"I was worried," McKay told him.

"Well you didn't need to be. I'm fine, dandy," Sheppard said.

"You're a terrible liar..." McKay shifted uncomfortably. "John..."

"I'm tired, goodnight," Sheppard said.

"Yeah because *that's* going to work," McKay said.

Sheppard sighed. "Do you have to be such a stubborn, obnoxious bastard now? Can't it wait until morning?"

"No. Because in the morning all your defences will be up again," McKay said.

"McKay..." Sheppard growled.

"John, talk to me..." McKay pleaded softly.

"What should I say?" Sheppard asked.

"I don't know. Whatever you need to say. Yell, scream, hit me if it makes you feel better but say *something*," McKay begged.

"I don't want to hit you," Sheppard said. "I..." Sheppard got up, pacing across the room and back, looking at McKay. "You could have died."

"Yeah," McKay agreed, because really it was true.

"I thought..." Sheppard paused, meeting McKay's blue gaze. Grabbing McKay, Sheppard pushed him back against the wall, fusing their mouths together. Sheppard clutched one hand around McKay's bicep and the other, sliding into his hair, winding through the short strands.

McKay moaned into his mouth and Sheppard took the opportunity to thrust his tongue into his mouth. "Please don't do that again," Sheppard begged, half a sob, as he pulled back to look at McKay.

McKay, face flushed, lips puffy from Sheppard's insistent kisses could only nod.

"I... I love you Rodney," Sheppard said quietly. McKay gasped softly. "You don't have to... I mean, I know you don't... I just wanted you to know."

McKay smiled, wrapping his hand around Sheppard's neck, pulling him close again. "I love you John Sheppard," he murmured, kissing him gently.

Sheppard melted into him, deepening the kisses, until they were clutching and bucking against each other.

"I need... fuck... Rodney wait, I need..." Sheppard panted, tugging at McKay's clothes.

"Yeah..." McKay said, pushing Sheppard backwards, tugging his own shirt over his head, fiddling the buttons on his trousers. Sheppard followed suit, divesting himself of his clothing.

The two of them clashed together again, tumbling onto the bed, Sheppard straddled McKay's waist and he leaned down to kiss McKay again.

"Oh God," McKay bucked up against him, his cock sliding between Sheppard's ass cheeks as Sheppard's slid against his stomach.

"Not quite," Sheppard smirked, reaching over to the bedside table, grabbing the tube of lube he kept there. "I need you..." Sheppard said, kissing McKay as he slipped his hand behind him, slathering lube over McKay's erection.

McKay moaned, shuddering. "Oh yeah."

"Get me ready," Sheppard panted, shoving the lube into McKay's hand.

McKay groaned, struggling to do what Sheppard has asked, but it was difficult to concentrate on anything when Sheppard was nibbling and sucking at the tender skin of his neck and shoulders.

"Hurry... up..." Sheppard said, thrusting against McKay's stomach.

McKay quickly shoved two lubed fingers into Sheppard's ass. Sheppard moaned, half pleasure, half pain, pushing back onto the invading fingers.

"Yeah... oh yeah..." Sheppard groaned, pulling off McKay's fingers after only a few minutes. "Need..." he ground out, as he clutched the base of McKay's cock and slid back into it.

McKay groaned as Sheppard sat on him, his erection pulsing softly, tight heat surround it.

"Mine," Sheppard panted, shifting his weight so he could thrust up and down on McKay's erection.

"Yeah..." McKay said, clutching Sheppard's hips, helping balance him.

Sheppard held the pace hard and fast, both of them groaning with every thrust, until McKay whimpered. "I can't hold... oh God I have to... need to..."

"Do it... do it..." Sheppard said, squeezing his ass muscles tight around McKay's cock.

"Yeah... oh yeah..." McKay groaned, his cock pulsing wildly in Sheppard's ass.

"Sweet Jesus... yeah..." Sheppard said, taking his own erection in hand, stroking it once, twice, his come spilling over his hand and McKay's stomach as he moaned McKay's name.

Sheppard was barely able to hold himself up, trying to prevent himself landing on McKay, but McKay pulled him down, kissing him.

"I have to almost get myself killed more often," McKay said.

"Could you please not," Sheppard asked.

"I love you," McKay said.

"I can't loose you," Sheppard said, sliding of McKay's lap, falling down to his side.

"You won't, you saved me, you always save me," McKay said, smiling softly, moving to wrap his leg around Sheppard's hip, keeping him close. "And I'll always save you too."

Sheppard smiled. "I like that," Sheppard said. "Just don't make me save you too often."

"I wouldn't dream of it," McKay promised, leaning into another kiss, nibbling at Sheppard's lower lip, slowly easing off until the kisses were little more than pecks, as they curled together, McKay ran his fingers through Sheppard's hair and fell asleep, Sheppard snoring softly beside him.