I've Been Thinking... 5

So, What Do You Think?

by Sistine

URL: http://www.area52hkh.net/ass/sistine/thinking05.php
Summary: Jack takes the plunge - figuratively speaking

Jack leafed through the book Daniel had left on the living room table. The cover was innocuous enough - 'Myths and Legends from Babylon' - but the information inside was anything but. Sliding the book jacket off, Jack saw that the real title was 'The Gay Kama Sutra'. "Go, Danny," he muttered, thoroughly approving of the choice. Their sex life wasn't very adventurous so far - well, they had only been together for a few weeks - so it wasn't surprising that Daniel had started researching the more complicated stuff. Jack skimmed over the content, just looking at the pictures. Some of the things he could never imagine doing in a million years, especially with his bad knees. But others... some of that stuff looked really interesting. But they should probably wait until they had the basics down pat first.

Speaking of the basics, Jack had been doing some thinking about them. One of them was going to have to bottom first. Naturally, Jack didn't want to - he wasn't sure he liked the idea - but since Daniel was the one doing all the researching, then he would probably have more of an idea of what to do. So Jack figured he was going to have to bite the bullet - metaphorically speaking - and volunteer himself.

It wasn't that he didn't trust Daniel but more that he was a little worried about what the act entailed. He had experimented a little with his fingers in the shower the previous night - by himself because unfortunately, Daniel had been working - and had found that it was going to be a very tight fit. How this was supposed to create pleasure, Jack didn't know, because he figured that it was more likely to cause pain. Well, there was only one way to find out.

~~~

In the study, Daniel leaned back in his chair and took a break from his work. Had Jack found the book yet? Would he even look beneath the cover? Daniel hoped so. He had planned this evening's activities to a certain extent and if Jack didn't look inside the book, then it would be hard to broach the topic with the older man.

He had been thinking about the next step, and had been doing a lot of research into it - very, very discreetly. He wasn't sure whether he wanted to top or bottom first - well, actually, he was kind of scared of bottoming after all his reading. It sounded like it could be great but then again, it could hurt like hell. His trust that Jack wouldn't hurt him was very high but this... this was an entirely different thing. And he wasn't sure he was ready for it. He just hoped Jack was. But then again, Jack might have the 'macho' thing going and not want to at all, in which case Daniel wasn't going to be happy. He wanted this relationship to be about equals, and if he had to bottom all the time, it wouldn't be - in his opinion, anyway.

Speaking of the relationship, he was enjoying it very much. He had always had a special relationship with Jack but now it was more. The sex was an integral part but it wasn't the most important part. He was enjoying having Jack all to himself after work in a situation where they could just be themselves. Daniel was finding new things out about Jack all the time, little intimate things such as his morning breakfast ritual - which now included coffee for Daniel - and which side of the bed he slept on - fortunately, the opposite side to him otherwise there would have been arguments. And then there was just the quality time, curling up with Jack on the couch, or in front of the fire when the weather was really cold. Never had he felt so content.

But he wasn't complacent about the relationship. They had always had to work at their friendship, being from such opposite backgrounds, and the relationship was no different. If Daniel took Jack's love for granted, then that would be the time he would lose Jack.

The door to the study opened and Jack peaked inside. "Done yet?" he asked.

"Almost. Why?" Daniel smiled to himself; Jack didn't want Daniel to know about his erection, otherwise he would have come into the room.

"No reason," Jack said casually. Boy, Daniel looked good tonight. "I just thought we might have an early night."

"Give me five minutes," Daniel replied, understanding thoroughly.

"Okay." Jack disappeared and closed the door behind him.

Daniel allowed his smile to show, and shifted in his seat as his erection grew in anticipation. Tonight was going to be so good.

~~~

When Daniel went into the bedroom, he found that Jack already naked, sprawled on the bed, and magnificiently erect; his clothes lay crumpled on the floor. Daniel grinned at the sight. "You're in a hurry," he commented.

"I didn't want to lose my nerve," Jack stated, rolling onto his side and patting the bed next to him. "Come here."

Daniel obeyed, removing his socks and shoes before getting on the bed. "Lose your nerve about what?" he queried, keeping his face neutral.

"You know." Jack had his suspicions about the book being left on the table, and Daniel's expression confirmed them.

"Do I?"

"Yes, you do." Jack started undressing Daniel. "'The Gay Kama Sutra' ring any bells?"

Daniel ignored the question. "So, what do you think?" he asked as Jack lifted the t-shirt over his head.

Jack pushed Daniel to lie flat. "I--" he paused to place a kiss at the bottom of Daniel's throat before continuing downwards, "--think--" - kiss - "--that I--" - kiss - "--should--" - kiss - "--go first." He reached the top of Daniel's sweats.

"Really?" Daniel was surprised and touched that Jack trusted him enough to do that.

"Yeah." Jack tugged the sweats down to reveal that Daniel wasn't wearing any underwear. "You're the one who's been doing all the research so I figure you'll have some idea of what you're doing." He took Daniel's erection in his hand and started pumping it gently, just wanting to get him ready.

Daniel arched into Jack's touch, loving the feel of his partner's hand on him. "Are you sure?"

"Positive." Jack stretched out beside Daniel and leaned in for a kiss. "Did you buy lube?"

"Top drawer," Daniel replied. He had bought a tube the other day in preparation and had placed it within easy reach.

Jack leaned over the top of him to retrieve it then settled back down again to stroke Daniel. "So how do we do this?"

"Lots of kissing first," Daniel suggested, not wanting to rush things. Kissing was one of his favourite bedtime activities with Jack because the man was just so good at it.

"I can do that." Jack stretched up so he could reach those luscious lips, his hand drifting upwards to rest on Daniel's flat stomach. If Daniel wanted lots of kissing, that meant that he wanted a slow build-up; Jack was only too pleased to oblige.

Daniel welcomed Jack's tongue into his mouth by swirling his own around it. At the same time, he slid one hand down to Jack's ass and started kneading the firm muscles there. He loved touching the hard muscles of Jack's body, feeling the strength that lay hidden under his skin and knowing that Jack would never deliberately use that strength to hurt him. As they slowly kissed, Daniel moved his finger to run up and down the cleft between Jack's buttocks. He felt Jack's startled movement at the touch, and kissed him hard to distract him.

Jack started rocking his groin into Daniel's as that long finger continuously traced over that sensitive crease. Surprisingly, he didn't feel panicked yet; maybe that was because... "Hey!" Jack pulled away from Daniel as the finger breached his anus. "What are you doing?"

"The books said the opening should probably be stretched a little first to make it easier," Daniel explained. "If I try to go straight in, it will probably hurt a lot more." And he didn't want to do that to Jack.

"Well, I hope you're more skillful at it than Janet," Jack stated, settling down again. "Okay, go for it."

"You have to be relaxed," Daniel informed him.

"I'm relaxed." Jack wriggled his ass, eliciting a gasp from his partner. "What are you waiting for?"

"Lube." Daniel held out his free hand and Jack placed the tube in it. He flipped open the lid and squirted some onto his fingers. After rubbing his fingers a bit to warm the lube up, Daniel reached down again and pressed his middle finger to Jack's opening. "Ready?"

"Sure." Jack kept his eyes on Daniel as the finger slowly worked its way into his ass. It didn't hurt but it wasn't giving him any pleasure either. "You sure this is supposed to be good?" he asked.

"Jack," Daniel warned him. This was hard enough - no pun intended - without Jack making comments. He withdrew his finger almost all the way out and added another finger alongside it.

Okay, that hurt a little, Jack decided as his muscles protested about the invasion. He tried to relax and found that the fingers slid in more easily. Then Daniel started sliding them in and out, stretching him at the same time. And then there was a shock of pleasure that caused him to jump. "What did you do?" Jack demanded.

Daniel grinned. "Welcome to your prostate, Jack." He rubbed the little nub again, his grin widening when Jack jumped again. "That is what will make this good."

"Do it again," Jack ordered. "Oh yeah," he moaned as Daniel obeyed. That was definitely more like it. He pushed his rock-hard erection into Daniel's groin as pleasure raced through him. "Piece of cake."

"Right." Daniel slid a third finger in beside the others.

"Okay, maybe not just yet," Jack corrected himself. But he felt himself loosening up due to Daniel's skillful fingers.

After another minute, Daniel thought that they were ready. He withdrew his fingers and slapped Jack on one buttock. "Roll over."

Jack promptly did so, taking Daniel with him. "Like this?"

Daniel rapidly skimmed through the book in his head. "On your front or your knees is supposed to be easier," he told Jack.

"When have I ever taken the easy option?" Jack asked. "Don't answer that," he quickly added when he saw Daniel about to say something. "If it doesn't work, we can always try the other way."

"Okay," Daniel agreed dubiously. He shuffled back, the lube in one hand. "Put your legs over my shoulders," he instructed.

"Are you kidding me?" That would look ridiculous!

"No, I'm not. That's what it said to do in the book," Daniel explained patiently while mentally rolling his eyes. Trust Jack to make this harder than it should be!

Jack thought about it for a moment. "How about around your waist?"

"It's your back and knees." Daniel spread the lube on himself, resisting the impulse to come right there and then. He moved forward so that his thighs were under Jack's ass. "Okay, just remember to relax."

"Will you just hurry up?" Jack complained, wrapping his legs around Daniel's waist.

"Trust me, Jack, you don't want me to hurry," Daniel said dryly. He lined himself up and slowly started to push in.

Jack caught his breath as his body automatically fought the intrusion, causing pain. Then he let his breath out in one big whoosh and tried to relax. This would be alright; he just had to get past this part first. He felt his muscles burn as the intrusion widened but he kept repeating to himself that everything would be fine.

Daniel leaned forward so that by the time he was fully sheathed in Jack, they were face to face. He could see pain reflected in Jack's eyes and he was sorry for that. "Are you okay?" he asked, holding still while Jack got used to the shaft buried inside him.

"I'm fine." The burning was already beginning to diminish. "Just... give me a second."

Daniel nodded then leaned down to kiss Jack. It felt so good to be inside Jack, so hot and tight that Daniel had to consciously fight back the urge to come. Neither of them would probably last long when topping for the first time, which in a way was good for the person underneath. When they were more used to it, they would last longer. "Ready?"

"Go for it," Jack instructed, feeling more relaxed now.

Slowly, Daniel pulled out a little and then pushed back in, watching Jack for signs of discomfort. He did that a few more times then, when Jack gave a little grunt of pleasure, started making the strokes longer. He shifted one hand to stroke Jack's shaft, wanting his lover to come at the same time as him.

This is more like it, Jack thought as the pleasure started to build inside him again. He felt Daniel's long fingers start to stroke his erection and he lifted his hips in time to the strokes, coincidentally, pushing Daniel deeper inside him. Liking the sensations, he continued doing that, getting faster and faster, until he felt ready to burst. "Daniel!"

"Jack!" Daniel made one final lunge into Jack, burying himself as deep as he could. Then his climax poured out of him into Jack's willing body.

Oh wow, Jack thought as the warmth spread inside him. Then his own orgasm was ripped from him, and heat splashed onto his stomach. That had been unbelievable!

Daniel gently pulled out of Jack and lay down beside him, his head pillowed on Jack's shoulder. He waited for a minute while his breathing returned to normal and then he said, "So, what did you think?"

"You, my love, have many talents," Jack replied with a contented grin. His back was not going to thank him for that but right now, he didn't care; he intended to remain boneless for as long as possible. "Come up here."

Daniel moved to accept Jack's kiss, then rested his head on the pillow. "So you'll want to do it again sometime?"

"How soon will you be ready?"

Daniel smiled at that; he must have gotten it right if Jack wanted more. "I think I want to try it next."

"No problem." Jack could do that. In fact, he would be very happy to do that. And then they could take turns for the rest of the night... and for the rest of their life.